~LiFe’S bReAtH~

schmuck. I feel like someone is draining my life force. Killing all sense of wanting to do anything worthwhile. This sensation that there is NOTHING worthwhile. How screwed up. Its called Boredom.

Oh well. I suppose i shd start by telling u what i did today. Today was parents meet teachers day. But before that we actually had half a day of lessons first. Stupid. First period was PE. My PE teacher is this rather masculine looking lady who punished us for not listening to instructions and made us do 20 push ups. WHat a way to kick start the day! Then we had a ‘jangka melunjur’ test. She gave me 3 points for it. Said it was coz i was too ‘comel’ and that i shd go home n take more proteins. …bugger….!!! Ah well. At least i didnt get a negative-digit like some of them. Still, three points is pretty measly…! Then she yakked abt how we were stubborn, uncooperative…blah blah… Few were listening at any rate. We were all too busy watching this very obvious string of spittle on her fleshy lips. Major grossness!!

Then while we changed back into our uniforms, the malay teacher came in. Did i mention MALE teacher? No wait firstly, let me tell u abt him. He’s actually been our teacher for a week and a half (i think) coz the other teacher is on maternity leave. Anyway, this dude is like absolutely…. (lost the word for it) Basically, he comes in class, sits on the chair, tells the monitor to copy notes from a text book so we can copy while he daydreams for the rest of the period. I swear, he doesnt say more than 4 sentences to us. As for homework, none of us bother handing up anyway. N naturally, he doesnt care. So BM passed uneventfully, as per usual. N break n report card time.

This time, i’m fairly happy to say i got first in class! Yep, ME! Hahaha….I know. Sounds like a huge joke. But its true. I think its coz none (or most) of my classmates dont study hard. Including me. Hehe. But first! Wowie.

Anyway, i dont feel like such a good mood all of a sudden.

Take care darlings.

Gotta make this quick.

Last saturady, our lg went to jason’s house for steamboat. Dash it all, i ended up being the only girl there. There was daniel, kai chyi, zach n john. Guess what we did? Or rather, they did? Watch football and play PS the whole time… (except at short intervals to pig out of course…) Sigh. N guess who had to do the dishes…? Ur BRILLIANT i tell u. But i hv to admit it was sorta SORTA fun. Its nice watching them. In a silly, idiotic way… But it was a good day i guess. =)

Gtg, told u this had to be quick.

Love u freaky darlings!

Ps: In case ur wondering, "freaky darlings" refer to whoever is reading this, which i guess, is YOU. Genius.

Holidays are drawing to an end… Saddening. I rested so much the past two weeks! Enjoyed myself so much. Kinda disappointed that i didn’t get to watch a movie tho. Sigh… I can’t believe school is reopening.

Guess what? I’m officially 16!! My birthday’s over so…well…yeah i’m 16. Big deal. Sorry, but the tot of going back to school simply sucks out all my happiness. But i do wonder…why ppl call it SWEEt SIXTEEN. Its not as sweet as all that… All i hear is get ready for ur SPM SPM SPM….. stew pit mudhoole.

Tell me about…I sound so happy don’t i? 

Schmuckadoodle-O.

I was sad yesterday coz i was really missing my old friends and my old life back at SM. They’re slowly forgetting me and i know that. Life goes on. And it pains me. I want it back! I want it all back so much!!! I want to scream it all away and wake up like things haven’t changed! How i hate it so much that my friends are text messages on my handphone! It hurts when i look back and see that half a year has gone and i’m not as close to them as we once were! I dont even know if my best friend is my best friend anymore… ! God help me. How long am i going to be this stubborn in holding on to them? I completely understand that its up to me to move on. To accept things as they are. But i cant! Those were the best 3 years of my life!… sigh. How long can i keep this up? I look around and see that they’re fine without me. That i have gotten a lil more independant. But i’ve also withdrawn a lot. I’m colder, more snobbish… N i don’t really care abt a lot of things…

Lets talk abt other stuff. This hols, i’ve developed a new fascination for an anime cartoon called BLEACH. The characters are either really cool or really cute. The main character is this dude with orange hair and a permanent frown. His name is Ichigo Kurozaki. So one day this monster attacks his family and a girl in a black robe n a samurai sword saves him. In the process she gets hurt and gives her powers to him. She’s a death. She kills monsters called ’shapeless’ which are actually corrupted souls. She also sends dead souls to the spirit world. Oh rite, her name is Kuchiki Lukia. Or Rukia… I dunno, the subtitles are so inconsistent. So basically Ichigo has to take over her job and ends up being real powerful blah blah blah. It really addictive. 

Ok, im bored.

Gnite….