~LiFe’S bReAtH~

Youth Christmas has just gone by and i daresay, it was fun!! Had a whoopin good time there. For those who missed ot, it was a shame! Darren came along too. I think he had fun also la. Not sure. Havent had time to call him. Anyway, we had a fantabulous time of games, worship, word and going coo coo. I had a preety embarrassing moment too when i tripped over a wire in front of everybody. =p I dun know la. Now when i think back, i really dunno where to start cos it was just so super chunted!!

The cantata is up next. I really hope we do that one well cos there was a lot of effort put into it. However, there’re still lots of stuff thats not done and the frustration is rising. I can feel it. The only thing to do is pray lo. I can feel tat , u know, this cantata really could go somewhere if only ppl would perk up a lil. (Yes, the choleric part of me got really really agitated that sunday cos we had to replay scenes over and over and over and over and over…. I really hate that. I dunno why. Just cant stand it.)  scary rite…? haha.. yep, thats joann… ROAR…

Okay…in spite of all these really happy moments, there was this one unhappy incident… See, i’m a kind of person who does not respond so well to..umm, UNPLEASANT surprises. Especially sudden ones. I’d been thinking of getting a down pillow for piggy for quite some time cos he LOOOVES sleeping (havent met a guy who doesnt.) So off i went to GE Mall, happily stepping into Aussino, browsed the shelves and found what i wanted. The fact that not one single sales assistant came to me shd hv fired off warning alarms in my head but noo… I was in a bliss. All i could think off was my darling’s happy sleepy face on the oh-so-comfortable i got for him… I reached for it and paused. Blink. Blink. Down Pillows. RM 2++.++. My heart stopped for a brief moment b4 plunging into a free fall. It shattered. I think i stood there for some time , stunned before i managed to steer myself out of the STUPID, STINKING, MONEY ROBBING, INSENSITIVE, USELESS…grrmm….shop. So basically i have no idea what to get him. If u hv any ideas, do tell. My budgets like a hunred bucks and below. Cos if i use more than tat he wont like it. So sweet hor?? ^.^ hehehe..ahem. ANYWAY, i asked a few frens what would be a good idea and one GENIUS told me he would LOOOVE it if his gf jumped out stark naked and took a picture of his stunned and very much elated face. HA. HA. Darren. Thank YOU. We’re all very amused. =.=

Sooo….i gtg. Chatting wif mel.

Sayonara!!

When asked the question "Why do u think life is beautiful?" My first reaction was, "Huh? Beautiful meh??"

To me, (here comes those ‘ideals’ again…) for life to be beautiful, there would have to be lots n lots of sunshine and flowers and…think sugar, spice and everything nice!! …BUT unfortunately as we all know, thats not how it is. There’s homework, exams, tuition, pressure… OH PRESSURE!!! But now i decided to think it over and well……… maybe its not beautiful all the time but yeah, there were times i enjoyed. Guess its like a scenery that changes. Sometimes it snow n others times its fleet. =p Kidding!!

But obviously the thing that makes my life stand out lots is….(drumroll) The very very important ppl who paints the pictures! They are the artists!! So here are they n what they mean to me!!

Umm, not EVERONE la. Basically who i can think of now lo… =p

There’s Sarah. My whacko who never ceases to entertain. Hey woman! U reading this or not?? Thats rite, make a funny face at the comp, thats just like u…

Darren, my big monster. Kinda remind sof the big blue fella in monsters inc. What was his name again? …but meaner of coz…

Mel, my cousin. We’re not so close now but tats alrite. When we get together u guys r sooooooooooo in for it…

Yee Wah, Pui Yee n Wei Yan my three stooges at PESS. Mad as anything all three. But so glad i met them coz they helped me adapt.

Mei Yee, for sitting with me on sundays n asking me out more frequently than anyone else. Also for sharing her dumb dog with me. He’s adorable….

Wei Yee, for making me feel less alone. To know someone understands.

Valerie, for being kind enough to step out n know me. For all ur sweetness n sincerity.

Jason, for being The Driver. And for all ur funny funny antics…

Justin, someone i know i can count on when i need something for the VOH. (with the right amount of probing…)

Calvin, wo de ko ko. For the zoo trips n outings to bkt belacan when i was a kid.

Datik @ semat. =p For always cracking me up even when ur far far far away…

Cindle, my squishy marshmallow,

Aaron, ryan and william. For allowing me n sarah to be ur ‘concubines’. Har. Har. Very funny. U guys were nuts.

N lastly for my oinky toink. You’re lovely. =) I love u.

Hehe…for those i missed out, i’m sorry… Shleepy d.

Very very shleepy… got outing tmr some more… ahh…

If u want to know wat i think or feel abt u. Just ask la. I’d love to tell also.

Yawn…

Zzzzz…….

Not feeling very well rite now. sigh. So heaty…

Mm… Don’t really know what to say here but din want to leave my blog hanging. Was thinking of maybe deleting the whole thing.., We’ll see la.

Christmas is coming… Kinda excited. KINDA only. Its hard to be enthusiastic when ur sick la… At least Darren agreed to come for both the youth christmas n cantata. Semangatnya… Good also la.

Just to talk abt that fella. He’s one of the few ppl more deprssing than me. Likes to walk straight into trouble. Likes being seen as a martyr. Sadistic. Insulting.  Mean. Stubborn. N in spite of tat he’s fun to be with. Sot plug… Hope he finds a reason to why life is beautiful. I hope i find a reason too. Cos i cant think of why it is. I dont think it is. Zach says i need to pray abt it. Lol. He’s rite. I guess.

Stupid sick kid.. nite.